semoga Tok Ngah bersama hambaNya yang berimann..

smlm tgh mlm aku dpt sms bgtau yang Tok Ngah Jamil dah mninggal di HSA sb MI...aku agak terkesima skjap...takziah aku ucapkan pd pakcik makcik anak2 dan esp Tok Ngah Norma...

Tok Ngah Jamil adalah bapa Makcik Nad..makcik Nad adalah isteri Pakcik Dudin, adik abu...
makcik Nad anak tunggal..bila dia msuk family kami, scara automatiknya mak ayah dia Tok Ngah Jamil n Norma trus jd tok sdara kami semua..kami agak rapat dgn diorg...tiap kali raya tak sah kalau tak singgah umah diorg mkn laksa...

Tok Ngah Jamil ddk dkt dgn umah kami di Taman Uda..so sjak makcik bkwin dgn pakcik, sjak itu juga Tok ngah rapat dgn kami mcm tok sndri...tok ngah sllu abu umi mnta hntr kan adik2 ke sklh atau amik ke sklh atau bw ke mana2 jika keadaan mendesak dan abumi tak dapat nak bw...pernah juga kami bermalam di rmh Tok Ngah..ntah brapa kali kami taktahu...yg psti rmh tokngah dulu mcam rmh maktok wan juga...huhuhu...

aku msih ingat, masa aku nak test kete..dah smpi kat tmpt testing kete tu.nak dftr diri..aku dtg sikit punya awal abu hntr sb knon tak pyh tggu lama..skli ms nak dftr bru aku prasan yg lesen L yang aku bw adalah lesen yg lama....bukan yang dah di renew...so tpksa la tepon umi.umi nk hntr tak boleh sb ummi ms tu dok buka nurseri, ngasuh anak org..so ummi call kan tok ngah dan mnta tok ngah jamil yang tolong hntr...nsib tok ngah ada..kalau tak msti aku takle amik test lesen kete....tpksa la aku tggu giliran aku yg dah lmbt tuh..nsib lulus..if tak sesia ja Tok Ngah hntr...

sjak aku dah mula bekerja dan ddk jauh dr umah ni, dah jarang jmpa tok ngah..kdg2 ja bila bksmpatan...kshitn tok ngah pun sjak sthun dua ni deteriorate...but dia msih rajin ke msjid mcm biasa....

Tok Ngah bnyak menabur bakti pd kami adik beradik dan kluarga...aku doakan, Tok Ngah ditmpat bsama hmba Nya yang beriman dan beramal soleh....

giliran tok ngah dah smpi..giliran aku bila agaknya....dan bersdia ke blum aku...

Birthday BoY!!

Tgok ini birthday Boy nak mkn kek ada kpla Garfield...

tgok muka dia...mcm tak suka aja mkn kek..
abis sememeh kaki pnuh dgn icing...plik kot rasa..ibu tak penah bg mkn manis2 sblum ni..esp kek icing..
dah takmo makan lgi kek..siap main icing dgn sudu..huhuhu

dah tak mau mkn lgi..tak sdapp...huhuhu.nak kek Secret Recipe eh sayang??nntila..ibu dah pokai kn byr kompaun....huhuhu

1 Rejab yang penuh dugaan

post ini adalah post tertunda smlm...tak mmpu diupdate sb stress yang melampau...

smlm adalah 1 rejab..aku dan zulffi berpuasa sunat dan juga tnda ksyukuran anak kami shat dan mbsar dgn smpurna selama sthun ini...

plan ptgnya untuk bjmpa dgn Pidaq, utk bncg psl Snp rmh...but zulffi plak dmam n MC..hp El yng bru bli slsa mlm tu pula asyik problem aja...simcard takle detect..bila try msuk hp aku plak, ntah knpa trus jam hp dr pg..so kami bdua mgnbil ksmptan lunch ke KBmall skjap utk jmpa dgn pjual Hp tu..n aku dok gram2 rs nak bli hp bru aja lagi..huhu

bila smpi di sana, aku try buka memory card, tgok trus ok..call pnya la bnyak msuk..sms lgi..Pidaq call bntanya psl apmnt ptg tu...then kitrg discuss psl Snp tu yg buat aku btmbh gundah gulana...adushhh...hp el ok skjap but msih blum slsi mslhnya...

so kitrg nak ke celcom sb mgkin simcard yg prob..ms tu bry 130pm...smpi je di kete yg aku park di tepi jalan dpn KBmall tgok satu habuk kete pun takde....tgok2 kete aku kena Clamp...aduhaiiii....hati tgah rusuh, jiwa tgh gundah gulana, ditghri pns mnyengat dgn bpuasa buat kan aku kat situ juga menangis hiba...call no MPKB tu...dia kata kn sttle dulu kompaun bru diorg akan buka..nak pg camana ke MPKB.kete kena clamp..aduhai...rm300 tu beb....aku bru sj murah rezki last Isnin dpt byrn bg talk..aduhh..
call Hjra tak dpt...call cik Azi soh cari kan Hajra....

then MPKB call balik kata diorg akan hntr org dtg buka clamp..kna RM150..aku pun try bargain tp tak dpt kurg..aku bru tggalkan kete dlm 10 mnit je..skjap sgt dah kena...nsib El ada tlg tngkan aku...kitrg kuarkan duit yang aku bru msukkan dlm bank klmarin..huhuh..then tggu dlm kete...adala dlm brapa mnit MPKB dtg n bukakan clamp..kat situ juga bayr,dpt la kurang tggal RM100..El bg RM50..so aku byr RM50 je..TQ El.. ...huhuu.tu pun kitrg buat ayat ksian, kata puasa sume...rezki org puasa kot...syukur...
balik ke opis tgh hati yang sendu..sb terbang duit RM100..huhu..bru plan nak bli kek n jamu bdk2 nurseri smpena birthday zaffran..

Pengajaran : next time jgn park sembrono..park je kat bwh KBmall tu..bkn kena byr pun parking....huhuhu

Happy birthday Zaffran

today is 1st Rejab...and Zaffran Rizqi is one yr old...one yr old in Islamic Calender...his real birthday is 4th Of July...so today is cnsidered his birthday also...

ramai yang syg pd Zaffran esp Wan, Tok Ummi.,Opah slain abah dan ibu....ramai yang berminat pd zaffran..smpi ada yg cop nak buat calon menantu pun ada juga..mgkin pd keletahnya atau juga pd matanya yang bulat dan kning dan rmbutnya yg lebat itu...tiap kali org memuji, bngganya aku krana itu anak aku....

dlm usianya yg sdh mncapai satu tahun ini, Zaffran sdh pndi macam2 perkara...dia sudah pndi mngangkat tgn atas tlga bila disebut AllahuAkbar..tanda utk solat..wpun tidak smpurna tp itu sdh cukup mnunjukkan dia tahu apa yg abah dan ibu buat saban hari,dia tahu menadah tgn bila aku berdoa, dia sdh pndi mncium tgn ketika bsalam, dia tekun bila mndgr zikir atau bacaan quran...dia juga sgt suka mbaca buku...zaffran juga sdh phm apa yg dikata..bila disua tgn kpdanya smbil mnta apa2 dia akan pergi dan ambil...zaffran juga sdh pndi menyorong dan menolak kereta smbil mbuat buat vrooommmmmmm dgn nada yg pelbagai...bila disebut truck, dia akan psing melihat..bila ditnjuk truck dia sdah pndi sbuk "tuk" utk truck...dan yg paling ibu nak suka (ni dah teriktut slang org klntan..huhuhu..) is bila sbut mana Pooh..dia akan ambil bntal pooh atau pun ptung angin pooh itu dan berikan pada aku..bila ditanya siapa nama Zaffran, dia akan mngangkat tgn....

hakikatnya, bukan semua aku yg ajar...kbanyakannya diajar oleh pengasuh..aku blik2 saja dipenuhi ms dgn msk, kms rmh, layan ZnZ, pam susu, siap brg..zaffran kdg awal lg sdh tidur...tiada ms yg ckup utk melatih semua itu...bnyaknya, drpd Kak Ani, Ummi Zaffran..tnpa asuhan dia, zaffran tidak akan secerdik itu...ssghnya aku berterimakasih pd Kak Ani krna sthun ini mjaga Zaffran dgn ckup baik...ada skit2 yg tak bknan tp tutup mata aja sb bnyak yg lbih baik drpd yg tidak...mana nak cri pngsuh di nurseri mcm dia....wpun bkn wajib utk dia mngajar anak2 yang bwh 2thun, dia ttap ajar..knal bnda, main, nasyid, zikir etc...aku sgt bertimakasih pd dia..

tnpa Kak Ani juga, Zaffran tidak akan turn out well macam skrg.....

nothing can describe what I feel for him..he's my heart, he's my life, he's my pride n joy....nothing in this world can cmpare to the love of a mum towards her babe...nothing to say....just doa that Zaffran Rizqi will turn out to be a good muslim and man....Amin...

just a fave lullaby i sang for him daily...a prayer I that wish all that would happend upon him...

You are very special
there's no one just like you
Created by the master
Allah created you

You are very special
exclusively design
You are very sepcial
and I'm so glad you're mine

You were made by Allah
He Fashioned your heart
You were made by Allah
He knew you from the start
You were made by Allah
Unique in all your ways
You were made by Allah
To praise Him all your days


Bright little eyes he gave you
to help you find your way
may Allah grant you wisdom
to see you tru each day

You are very special
There's only one of you
you are very spceial
and Remember I LOVE YOU...

whatever life will bring you
whatever you will bear
remember your creator
Allah is always there

and when your world is crumbling
with pain and darkness too
just look into your heart
Allah is there for you...

Happy Abu's Day...

Im wishing happy Abu's Day to my dad...may Allah grant n bless him tru all his days...

my dad is a lecturer in UITM..He is a strict person when comes to education and principles..I can still remember we cannot watched Tv during school nite, no Tv during Magrib(takle tgok doraemon ..huhu). mlm2 kena ngaji quran, siap nangis2 lg sb tak reti baca then kena mrh...lg abu mrh..abu kata."org suruh ngaji, yang nangis pasaipa.." huhu...dulu abu grg gile,tkut giler...but skrg abu dah lenient dah...cool je gitu..zaid aris tgok tv mgrb2, mlm sklh pun ok je..tak larat marah dah kot..hehehe .tp sb aku grg dulu la sbkan kitrgadik beradik pndi ngaji...abu tak pnah pksa kitrg pilih sekolah or cos nak amik msuk U but abu bg cdgn n steer us towrds the right way...abu sgt supportive in term of education...abu try to give the best to all anak2 yg in term of education...ms sklh rndah aku,ngah, lang msuk seklah AZhar which is Private Islamic school..pg sklh pgi blik ptg...blaja bnyak dprd org lain..ada kls Tajwid, arab, Tauhid Fikah dll..ptg n pgi ada kls Tahfiz...dulu aku ckup mls n tak suka msuk kls tahfiz sb kena hafal quran n ptg2 kn blik lmbt sb nak kena hafal quran..dahla Ustaz Fauzi n Ustaz Bakaq tu grg nak mampuih..siap kena rotan lg dulu n kena sepak kat muka ngan Ustaz Fauzi..ingt lgi...huhu..grg giler depa tuh......blaja bnyak drpd org n lain drpd org...but bila aku msuk Kisas, msuk mtriks bru aku sdar all the education yg abu bg ms kcik2 dulu tu buat aku sng nak catch up anytg related to hafal quran. hadis etc...even now, all the doa2 aku sng nak ingt...Tq abu for forcing me to go to all those class n hbiskan bnyak duit for all our education...if tak, I wouldnt be the person I am today...

abu is truely a Family man, a responsible man towards his family..the way abu take care of maktuk wan shows that he is indeed a good man...cos I once read, if u want to see how good a man is, look how he treat his parents..what I look in a man was what I see in Abu...loving, caring, responsible,a good man and father....

abu is also very funny when he wants to be...hehe...He's easy to talk to...n discuss with...since I earned my own income, I found that talking to abu was a bit easier than before..maybe bcos I am responsible for my ownself...my action..or maybe cos Im oldern wiser..hehehe but watever decision I make, abu n Umi are the one I look for to first...watever they say, usually I follow, not bcos I have to, but bcos I know the are right n they know me better than myself.

the only thing that I regret in my life as Abu's daughter, was the way I react during the transformation time In Kisas...I really really dnt want to go back to KIsas after the so called lari dr sekolah, but for abu's sake, I went back just to make him happy..I made abu sick worrying bout me...

But now, I am glad of the decision I made cos its the best one ever...

N for that, I am sorry for all my misbehaviour, my hurting words, my action...tq for all that u have given me n the family tru all this years... I love u abu....

PS: hadiah lmbt skit eh....ada mslh skit...heheh

things to ponder...

Flowers Are Red

Album : Allah Knows (zain bhikha)
Munsyid : Dawud Wharnsby Ali

A little boy went first day at school
He got some crayons and he started to draw
He put colors all over the paper
For colors was what he saw
The teacher said, "What you doin' young man?"
"I'm paintin' flowers see"
"Well this is not the time for art young man
And anyway flowers are green and red
There's a time for everything young man
a way it should be done
You've got to show concern for everyone else
For you're not the only one"
And she said...
"Flowers are red
Green leaves are green
There's no need to see flowers any other way
Than they way they always have been seen "
But the little boy said...
"There are so many colors in the rainbow
So many colors in the morning sun
So many colors in the flower and I see every one"
Well the teacher said… "You're sassy
There's a way that things should be
And you'll paint flowers the way they are
So repeat after me..."
she said...
"Flowers are red
Green leaves are green
There's no need to see flowers any other way
Than they way they always have been seen "
But the little boy said again...
"There are so many colors in the rainbow
So many colors in the morning sun
So many colors in the flower and I see every one"
Well the teacher put him in a corner
She said… "It's for your own good…
And you won't come out 'til you get it right
responding like you should"
Well finally he got lonely
Frightened thoughts filled his head
And he went up to that teacher
And this is what he said
"Flowers are red, green leaves are green
There's no need to see flowers any other way
Than the way they always have been seen"

Well time went by like it always does
he moved to another town
And the little boy went to another school
And this is what he found
The teacher there was smilin'
She said..."Painting should be fun
And there are so many colors in a flower
So let's paint every one"
that little boy painted flowers
In neat rows of green and red
And when the teacher asked him "why"
This is what he said..
"Flowers are red, green leaves are green
There's no need to see flowers any other way
Than the way they always have been seen."
But there must still be a way to have our children say,
There are so many colors in the rainbow
So many colors in the morning sun
So many colors in the flower and I see every one
There are so many colors in the rainbow
So many colors in the morning sun
So many colors in the flower and I see every one

smething to ponder around..is this the way we teach our kids???just go by the rules and stick to rules only?

no space for creativity???or thinking outside the box?? its the same thing like we teach our kid or our younger generations..perform all ur 5principles or pillar of Islam... tashahud, Pray, fast, pay ur zakat, do ur pilgrimage..if u perform this, u r a muslim..when u are a muslim, u will get into Jannah...how bad u are but in the end u will still get into jannah..yes thats true...but what about the things that would cancel ur shahadah etc?

these are the main principles in Islam.but there are still lots of things to be taken into cnsiderations...ur aurat, ur taharah or bersuci...ur iman, ur tauhid, ur fiqh...n ur responsibility as a khilafah on this earth...to spread Islam,n goodness to the mankind..its not just one thing..its all kinda link together to create a good Muslim...we dont want to be just a muslim, but a GOOD MUSLIM...by religion, by name, by heart...

this flowers are red song just mke me thing a lot...about our perception of life...like, no need to be going to the mosque till u r old cos u still hv time to go later on..u r still young...u dont have to be a daie as thats only jobs for ustaz ustazah....u dont have to teach ur kids about aurat and read the quran or screen the tv at early stage cos they are still young..u can do all that when they grow older...u dont hv to bring ur kid to the mosque cos they are gonna disrupt the other makmum...but if u dont teach them when they are young, when is the rite time?when they are bigger n wiser??i believe all things should be started at early stage...

I always try to sing the Muslim Id song to my son at least once a day...for I hope if he is in a tough spot one day, this song will remind him again of who he is...

please listen to the song from my playlist on the rite top bar..

lullaby

In Your Name O' Lord
I lay to sleep
To rise in the morning by Your lead
If You take my soul from me as I rest
Please forgive me

And if I wake in the morning again
To a new and bright day
Then I pray You will always guide me
Upon a straight way

La ilaha illa Allah
Subhanallah
Alhamdulillah
Allah Akbar

untuk insan bernama mama

hati rusuh, hati tak snang. kepala serabut..dgn urusan rumah...bnyak yg perlu dipikirkan, bnyak yang perlu dilihat...web bpp ada yg mbntu but tak suma yang nak tahu tu ada..ptutnya lman web bpp or mana2 bdn2 gov ptut lbih user friendly....

nak tnya pd pgwai d bndahari kerap2 pun...smpi dah glamer nama..asal sbut nama dah tahu..segan juga..tapi tak phm..so nak kena juga tbalkan muka...buat2 bodo dan btnya...

pemaju juga buat mkin tmbh serabut kpla...yang ditekankan isu depo.kjap2 call......yang bab borg2 lain, pelan bla bla..tak disbut lgsg smpi aku yg btnya...buatkan aku makin query keikhlasan dan motif insan ini...pikir2, terasa hati mahu pulang beli umah di bertam sahaja..senang..tak perlu lalu isu exco dan insan2 yang bila ckpnya lain loghat dr aku...mahu mnta tkar ke bertam sahaja bila ada kekosongan...dan juga kerana aku merasakan apa yang aku cari dlm pjalanan aku ke Sana ada di bertam...betulkah???tp bila memikirkan masih ada tgjwb seorg anak pd mamanya yang mengikat aku disini buat aku mengenepikan perasaan dan keinginan aku...

aku dr dulu tidak mahu mengikut jejak langkah sejarah abumi, namun kini aku sndiri yang mencorak hidup aku ke arah itu...Ya! aku tahu ada hikmahnya yang aku lihat kini...tapi aku kepingin mencorakkan hidup aku spt yg aku mahu..bkn kerana aku harus mgikut adat dan aturcara alam yang harus aku ikuti....namun aku tahu ada hikmahnya di satu tika nnti..

takpela..aku korbankan keinginan aku kerana aku yakin, mudahan suatu hari nnti Zaffran akan mengulang sejarah abumi, aku utk sntiasa dkt dan mjaga ibunya....amin...
aku percaya, perasaan aku akan terkilan dan hancur sperti perasaan mama skiranya anaknya jauh dr nya.dan moga Tuhan balasi pngorbanan aku ini untuk mjaga sekeping hati insan bernama mama....

rombakan diri

lately ni ada satu perasaan yang tak dpt diungkapkan...perasaan yang buat aku bnyak berfikir dan trus berfikir...khidupan di dunia ini, di akhirat...n esp Zaffran's journey in the future..ke arah mana aku nak tnjukkan dia...warna bagaimana yang aku nak corakkannya...hari ini, mgkin dia permata hati aku yang aku syg spnuh jiwa aku,tapi di kmdian adakah dia akan trus mjdi permata itu??cukupkah hnya doa dan didikan yang diberikan....

didikan yang bagaimana yang terbaik....???sbgi ibu, aku eager utk ajar dia all the ABC, 123, knal warna, things etc..but what about Allah?his Rasul?his Rukun Islam...those things semuanya aku hnya memikirkan n melihat kmbali macamana aku dididik oleh abumi...
kdgkala aku hnya melakukan apa yg aku rs yg tbaik pd nya..aku cuba sedari dlm perut bacakan quran almost daily, khatam quran utk didikan zaffran dlm perut lgi...tiap mgrib aku bukakan bacaan zikir dan quran di Oasis....aku psgkan nasyid2 zikir, Raihan- rukun islam, malaikat, 25rasul etc, Dawud Whamsby, Zain bikha...hasilnya yang aku lihat kini, zaffran akan duduk diam, tnang tatkala mdgr bacaan quran dan zikir...bila dgr nasyid2 yg aku sering psg, dia snyum...dr situ aku tahu ada yang bjaya dan meresap ke jiwanya aku harap....aku kenalkan dgn falshcard huruf2 Alquran sejak kecil....skrg dia suka main dgn card itu..hampir hancur dibuatnya....

apa yg aku kesalkan, adalah jadual aku yg pdat di rmh dgn jadual zaffran yang kdg2 menangis ngntuk wktu mgrb buatkan aku kdg2kala tak smpt nak truskan amalan daily baca quran, perdengarkan Alquran pd zaffran....lemah sgguh perancangan masa aku....Allah...

aku harus mbuat satu rombakan dalam khidupan aku...ms aku...aku harus kmbali kpda aku yg dahulu..aku yg abumi didik dulu...aku yg ms mula2 masuk maahad, aku yg sblum bgaul dgn kwn2 tuisyen dahulu...aku harus mjdi cnth yg tbaik buat zaffran...aku harus mjdi ibu yg lbih baik drpd aku yg skrg.....

langkah pertama aku: khatam semula dan baca thoroughly Ma Za Yakni..."apa erti saya menganut Islam"..aku perlu mcari jati diri aku semula....aku yg tlah lama hilang dan hanyut dgn hidup aku...

Langkah dua : aku perlu khatam semula dan habiskan buku didikan anak dlm islam itu...yg aku pstinya akan btmbh hancur dgn zaffran nnti...maaf ummi...huhuhu...

Langkah tiga: mgkin perlu kontek balik Dr hafidzah utk join prgram semula???hmmm....harus...aku rs harussss...

apa2 pun..aku tlah lama dididik dan diajar utk ini sdari kcil..but bila bsar dpat melihat dunia yang lbih luas, bjmpa dgn lbih ramai org buat aku hilang diri aku sndri....

ssgguhnya, kepulangan Ammar dan Anas smggu lalu, buat aku resah dan dan berfikir...

ya aku harussss.....InsyAllah.....aku harus mbuat rombakannn...

tena baru...hehe

td kuar lunch g hntr susu dkt mzr...then trus g perodua amik antena kete yg bru di order lst week...hehe...msuk je dlm kete sgt best sb dgr siaran radio sgtttt jelas...sgttt sukeee...that antena kete pth ms dlm pntg which is almost one yr ago..pnyer la lm aku nk p tkr yg bru....isk isk isk..aku pun tkthu cmna aku bole thn radio dgr tk dgr sthun ni...huhuh...aku tkthu pun pth smpi abu tnya kt aku ms blik pose...abu tnye knpa antena tu pndek...aku was like HAAA?? SO BAJET ABG LA YG TKR SB KLO zulffi msti tnye aku nk cri mn...hehe..kira ok la abg tlg tkr..klo abu tk tgur lgsg aku tkthu...haha..aku ingt radio tu problem..sb tu tk dgr sgt...

truk tul aku...typical women driver..huahuahua...

a bump in the road

aku bru pulang bercuti dr KL..bnyak yang nak diupdate tp kmdian kot sb tugasan di opis melambak2 hasil bercuti 3hri...talk mgu dpn pun blum siap lg slaid..satu habuk tak buat lagi..adehh...laku sgguh aku lately..almost tiap bulan kena bg talk..tjuk plak happening2 ..bkn tajuk2 biasa ja..bgus jg sbnrnya..menambah ilmu aku juga...

just nak bkgsi cerita...aku ke KL utk kndri Jiji, My Bro in Law..ini pun akan di update kmdian...aku berjmpa geng2 Mim wau alif Ha aku..dan juga Tasha, Bfren aku...

semuanya menggembirakan..

but pgi ahad, Cik azi collegue aku msg bgtau Pt aku Anas H msuk ICU...aku agak tgamam but knowing him, aku tahu dia akan bounce balik dr cndition dia..sllu mcm tuh..dok ptg2 tu, on the way ke umah Miza, dpt sms kata Anas dah passed away sb medical condiotion..

aku agak tgamam n sdih..meleleh juga air mata aku...aku boleh bygkan keadaan mak dia..

I have been seeing him since aku start keje di paeds...almost 3yrs now..aku dah knal baik mak ayah, abang kakak, tuk ayah anas...aku sllu bhasakan diri aku dgn bdk2 ni Cik K aje..tiap kali msuk wad msti aku msuk mjnguk dia smbil main2 dgn dia...awal2 dulu, dia seorg bdk yang cheeky n nakal..kiut..dia pnah ltak buaya plastik d hujung katil nak tgok reaksi dktr2 or misi bila msuk tgok buaya bsar dia tuh....aku sllu buat2 takut nak tgok buaya tu n takut nak msuk bilik dia, just for the sake nak tgok dia gelak n ktawa...aku pnah main2 dgn belon spiderman dia konon2 nak pnjm utk bg zaffran..marah dia...but makin lama dia di spital, makin lama dia kerap msuk buat dia khilangan snyuman nya, sifat manjanya.....dia even refuse utk mkn bnda2 yg dia tahu tak boleh mkn for the sake of tak nak kena cucuk n bahayakan diri dia..that was a 4 yr old boy...kuat smgt dia..buat aku tkjub dgn dia..but org bsar..dah tahu kn pntg mkin mau makan...ada satu time tuh, dia mmg tak lalu mkn lgsg n wat we can do was just msuk try ryle's tube..dia even bila pjuk2 suruh mkn sikit, dia kata " masuk tiub ja la ummi..adik tak lalu, adik tak larat" sdih mak dia dgr....

cndition anas yang memerlukan extra care dan diet yang ckup cmplicated buat aku sllu kn mrah dgn Dr RnR...satu fail khas just utk kad2 diet terapi dia sahaja n satu folder khas di PC utk diet dia sahaja..aku bru last week bisng2 sb kn marah dgn Dr RnR psal diet dia ...now, aku tak pyh rnsing2 lagi sb dia dah passed away...no more special diet..n a dctr today have the guts to say to me, " anas passed away bcos of no feeding no food allowed for him " as if blaming me for his passing...I was like what the HECK???sapa yang soh NBM pt?sapa yang dok soh bg extreme regime to him?dctrs..not meeee...they have the guts to blame me???

aku sdih...sayu rs hati aku...tbyg2 wajah anas dan umminya di mata aku...
pt aku stkt ni yang aku sllu tgok, yg aku baik ngan parents, yg aku bg xtra care, sllunya passed away bila aku bcuti..sama mcm atiqah dan aqilah dulu...sama macam syafiqah..sama macam hakimi..knapa ya?adakah sb aku tahu aku takkan mampu nak tahan air mata aku dpn ibu bapanya??tahla...

moga Allah ltakkan Anas bsama hambaNya yang beramal soleh...pd aku, lbih baik Allah ambil nyawanya drpd dia trus menderita....mgkin agak kejam pd stgh org but pd ibu bapanya, kluarga nya, yang kerap tgok keadaannya, mgkin ini yang tbaik, drpd asyik dicucuk, diambil darah, di op, di buat prosedur yg berulang2 kali. lbih baik dia pergi dr menanggung derita......moga Anas akan tggu ibu ayahnya di syurga nnti....moga ummi dan abahnya akan tabah hadapi dugaan ini...aku harap, aku sdh buat yg tbaik utk anas.....

but i hope I have done more n take better care of him...:(

ku suka ku suka...ku juga berduka...

pgi ni dtg keje dgn mood yang lbih ceria dan happy...alhamdulillah...mcm ni la hidup..kjap suka kejap duka..satu bnda yg ku ingt hasil tarbiyah di Ki dulu adalah psnn kakak2 bdn dakwah.."jgn tlmpau suka sgt sb hari ni kita suka sgt kita jd lalai..nnti Allah akan uji kita dgn ujian, kita akan jd sdih sgt sb nak bg kita ingt balik pd Dia.jd biar la wasatiah dlm stiap pkerjaan dan perlakuan..." (lbih kurg la ayat tuh...) hmmm btul btul btul...lkat jugak sdikt sbnyak tarbiyah Ki tu...huhuh

suke knpa?smlm Inche Zulffi dah amikkan glg kwen ku yang berada di kdi sdh buat brapa mgu nak msuk bulan..dan sblm tu tak lkat d tgn ku jugek sb sdh putus dek Superhero ku itu..buas sgt...sgt happy, sb berkilat2 spt baru...hehe

dan kmdian msuk opis smntra tggu doa baca tgok pnyertaan aku utk Father's Day contest layak utk dipertandingkan...so adala gmbr hero2 belahan jiwaku itu dkt 2nd picture...cuba la cari..jumpa tak??harap2 menang..heheh..tak mng pun takpe..saja suka2....

tp suke2 pun duka mjnguk juga.abu bgtau pg td yang anak pakcik zul usm mnggal di mesir mlm td sb accdnt...:( muda2 lgi Tuhan dah ambil...apatah aku yg lbih berumur ini, smpt ke nak cukupkan bekalan buat ke sana....cukup sdh amalan aku utk beratkan tmbgan aku di Mahsyar sana???peringatan di pg hari buat diri yang mudah lupa...

moga rohnya ditmpt bsama org2 yang soleh...sdih baca post abg...moga kuat smngt nak hdpi exam..

emo...

Malam tdi aku menangis..

menangis yang teramat sdih dan hiba sekali...

aku tak sgka nak jd bnda cam gitu...

sian zaffran msti tkjut tgok aku nangis2 camtuh...

dia pnjat atas aku mcm nak peluk aku gitu...

then dia nak mnum laban..tp dia mnta n ckp cara baik..takde ngamuk2 or jerit2 mcm biasa...

smbil mnum laban pun dia main2 rattle..dah sdah dia snyum2...dia tgok je air mt aku meleleh2...

aku dah ok skit aku bg dia mkn mashed potato dgn carrot..dia pnjt ats sofa, ddk tepi aku tggu aku suap..tggu situ diam2 smpi abis...tak mcm biasa..pnat kejar...

sdh mkn, aku naik atas, aku solat n baca quran n trus tido...

abah tlg tgokkan zaffran..

smpi kul 1 bru aku sdar yang zaffran tak nangis2 lgi nak tido or susu..sllu awal lg nak laban..

aku trun amik dia yang tido kat bwh n bw naik ats n bg laban..dia smbg lena smbil pluk aku..spt mengcmfort aku...sob sob sob...

spnjng mlm tak bgun nyusu mcm sllu..siap aku boleh pam susu lg kul 2pgi...

pgi td pun bngun good mood saja..asyik snyum n sengih n behave baik2...spt nak console aku...

tq anak ibu..zaffran la permata hati ibu....

Sdih..hiba...pasal apa??hmm..payah nak cakap...

mnyesal??agak la...dgn kptsn 6 tahun lalu...I shouldnt have make that decision...

solution?taktahu..keadaan skllg n org2 yg aku bgaul shrian buat aku tah....lagi btmbh runsing n taktahu nak kata apa n nak cita pd siapa...

ending? mgadu pd Allah...Dia saja yang paham....Dia sj yang Mengerti...

peubahan?mgkin perlu buat rombakan besar2an...

Ego?perlu diketuk2 dgn tukul smpi hancur..betul ke??tah...

perasaan?hmmm...tah...sdih..hiba....

sian mama

lihattt..ini adalah hasil org yg masuk ke rumah mama weknd ini..mama blik kg kndri umah wak ipoh...blik2 ke rmh, tgok "berkube lanar" umah..mean tunggang terbalik, bersepah abis..hehe

dah tombol pntu bilik mama abis dipatahkan...sian mama..sdih ajer dia..nsib jiji. nani ader..tk la sdih sgt...kitrg trus blik ke umah mama tgok..

tp syukur tkde aper yg hilag sb tkde aper yg tggl..sume mama bw stlh sebekas brg kms mama dicuri org dulu, sume duit2 brg kms di bw bsama tiap kli blik kg...laptop nana, nsib dia bgkus dgn kain batik, sorok bwh kusyen...klo tak, msti dah hilang..huhuhu..syukur segala hntrn jiji tk diangkutnyer...sian mama...tpksa kuar duit lg utk baiki n tmbh grill bru..dgn nk kndri jiji july ni, bnyk duit kuar..sian mama....

weds of my best buddies...

dah dua hri nk update gmbr n blog but net kt umah modem rosak..tggu org tm tu dtg baiki, tiap ari dtg..tp xok ok jg..mula dtg, tgok aper yg rosak..then kt modem rosak..kt ptg nk dtg hntr modem..tk dtg2 gak...tup tup tghri sok dtg bw modem..but diorg tkthu buat try pnyer try tkle cnnect..so jnji nak mai ptg sb kn bw komputer tech sb diorg tak abis ngaji lagi bab kmputer katanya...huhu.(wat a nonsense...kalo dah technician bab2 streamyx, ptt kn la thu bab2 internet n modem bla bla..nasib ada adik aku d rmh yg agak terer bab2 pc ni,..dia la yg dok pomen ngan org tu..._huhuu) pstu alih2 tk mai.kitrg kuar g kndri...tuptup call kt dpn umah...plak..org dah kuar..so rini ptg bru nk mai...hmm...

aku nk bciter psl kndri..bknnye psl tenet d umah tuh..huhuh...last Fri, was El's wed...aku n hjra pg nikah el...el was anther of my best buddy in husm slai hjra...kitrg drpd awl lg dah click ..a trio...ape2 pun msti klo bole nk bsama...aku n el bnyk psamaan..in term of mnat dr kaler bju (but El lg fanatik pink drpd aku...hehe..), then accessories-all girly girly things..., things, books- buku novel malay, songs-lagu indon..haha.....n hjra psamaan mnat in books- english novel..not all but some...yg lain2 slunya tk sm..tp kdg2 ader bnda yg mnt sama...hehe.wpun kmi berbeza but aku boleh msuk ngan hjra n el.so El's akad kitrg wajib pergi...saat kwn aku nk nikah...

kitrg grak kul 330ptg smpi 415 gitu...trus k umah el dulu as akad lps asar..smpt la bergedik2 dlm bilik pgntin tgkp gmbr..hehe..

then, kitrg ke msjd..tgu pnya tgu imam tk smpi...el muke dah stress...pgntin laki toksah kate la..hilang debar bgnti resah....


ini je gmbr el yg tsnyum mnis..lain muke klhtn serius n stress looking ajer..klo aku lg truk agknyer...aku..tnye el, tk debar ke?dia kta "tkdan nk debar, sb stress.."
then adik el saiful g cri tok imam di rmh...rupenyer tok bilal tk pg pggil pun...sian el...so dkt kul 6 bru imam dtg...dah tuh, khutbah nikahnyer pnyer la pnjng...tk pnah lg dgr khutbah pnjng gini....aku dok sbuk jd kamera woman as photographer el tah mn tah....bnyk la gmbr el aku snap..bmcm2 reaksi,hehe..ni gmbr gedik aku n el ms imam dok tulis2 borg tuh..heher..smpt lg tuh snap...well, bile lg kan...time ni jerrr..


then bila slsi akad, dgn skli lafaz, el telah sah mjdi istri izhar...lm dan pnjng kisah cinta diorg...akhirnyer bergelar husbnd n wife juga...tahniahhhhhh..

ini aku n el sejurus slps bergelar isteri org...well, both of us are now wife of a man..hehe...


slsi2 batal air smyg n pinkan gelang(boleh ke istilah ni?tibai je la kan..heheh dah takde adegan sarung cincin..)aku segera blik sb zaffran kn tggal ngan abhnyer...hehe..



me n hjra wif the newly wed...
esoknyer bru kndri nyer...smpt juga bgmbr atas pelamin...tahniah El..jd istri solehah..n cpt dpt bby girl, nak chop utk zaffran...hot stuff bdk ni...nti melepasss...hehe...
.gonna miss u this 2weeks..tkde kwn nak gosip n g berderat...huhuh...



n then smlm aku pg kndri naim...naimah aka naim was my housemate d bts..aku dah lm gilerrrrrrrr tk jmpa dia..dpt thu dia nk kwen pun last mnit..kad smpi hri khmis n kndri blah laki d Kb..aku n naim dulu share toilet...so kdg kitrg sllu gosip msuk bilik tru toilet..haha..best nyer saat2 dulu..rindu bdk2 bts....

aku pg dah ptg...naim dah buka mekap utk solat dah..so tk bpluang aku nk tgok dia dlm mekap n veil pgntin..huhuhu....jmpa2 jer kmi berpelukan lma..sb rinduuuuu sgt....rs bsalah sb biarkn keadaan dan masa buat kmi tk bhubung...tpi insyAllah lps ni mgkin akn sllu jmpa as naim kwen ngan org kb mcm aku...haha...satu bnda yg tk pnah dijgka...

ayah mertua naim keje di usm juga..aku knl but gitu2 jer....lm kmi smbg smlm,bab bdk2 bts la..rindu sgt...hehe..smpt juga tggl2kn pesan2 psal org klntn ni..hehe tips utk tk tsilap phm ayat2 or wording org sini..hehe...

apa2 pun thniahhhh naim...dah jd istri org dah awakkk..

wats wrong with our Malay people??

malay is always associated with bersopan santun, berbudi bahasa bla bla bla...but lately I found that some Malay salesperson or rep are sooo Crappy...(my fave word rite now - this is all Shabyna's influence..hahaha) they are rude, tak reti beradab sopan, kuang ajar, tak reti ckp elok2....

I was just discussing this with Lyna the day before when this crappy incident happned to me yesterday...I bought Online ticket to KL for Dila's wed in July..this MH airline have promotion rate..so I bought for me 1st as Zulffi is not making any decision to go or not..then he said he wanna go..so when I tried to by for him, there is no other seat left for the promotion rate..so I planned to buy the eralier time ticket for him, 9am..so he have to wait for me at KLIA till 1230 when my flight arrive...so I called the MH airlines to ask whther I can cancelled the ticket so I can bought anothr ticket the same with my husbnd time as I cant chnge the booking time...

I had to wait for about 30 nutes to get tru the line, then when I had get tru, that man was actually speaking so low(meaning I cant really heard him)n with the crappy signal Im getting in my office nowadays, makes it worse...I told him if I want to cancel my ticket, whther any chrges would chrged to me?he said no...so I said I want to cancel the ticket then..then I asked him whther MH would send me an email noticing me that I have cancelled the filght or not...n just to cnfirm whther the pymnet would be chrged to my card or not...as I cant really hear him, he was quite rude n pissed off when he said : Puan, saya dah ulang banyak kali..puan dgr ke tak ni....puan dgr elok2 ya...
aku: Whatttt!!!!!!!...aku kata" sori sy tak dgr awak ckp tadi..awak ckp slow sgt....
dia kata : td kata tak dgr..ni dgr pulakkk....

I was sooooooooo mad..no Pissed off was the correct words i think...

so aku pun start la speaking sb aku dah bngg..(I have this tendency to speak up in English when Im mad or Pissed off..weird trait..huhu)
I said " I want to know whther the payment would be chrged to my card or not if I cancelled...
he said : awak dah bayar, kita amik duit awak dah, so kita takkan pulangkan duit awak tu balik..paham???
so I said : Ok then, if that so, I dont want to cancel the ticket...dont cancel the ticket...why should I cancelled the ticket if there is no refund...

then I asked his name, he was reluctant to tell me.so asked anther time..he said his name is Fa***...and then he slow down his tone a bit...after that I strted to wind down the cnversation...then that man say all his bla bla bla..tq for flying with M** airlines..we hope u have a nice day..bla bla bla....what a crappp..how can I have a nice day after talking to himm...

this is the 2nd time I have this kind of bad xperience with the airlines...I never had this kind of thing with Air***a before , countless of time I travel with them.,.evnthough the flght attndent wear shorter skirt n so sexy but the sales rep or whatever they are called are much more courteous...

If u think, the MH airlines shouldnt have that kind of attitude...with the recession, people are flying lesser n prefer to pay for cheaper price, they should be more courteous so people will fly with them more than the other airlines....

my second bos in command said, no wonder they are paid such low salary (the tele rep people)bcos of their education level n attitude..huhuh..so true....the so called malaysian hospitality..duhhh...what a crapp....

the other incidnt I have lately was the house broker..he just showed us the land where the house would be built, he told us the price, then he asked us to bring 2k deposit to his friend office if u decide to buy the house..we really like the place but we wanted to know the developer company..he refused to tell us when we asked him countles of time...he just told us to bring the 2k 1st then he will bring us to his friend office then we talked later..I said to him, we want to discuss first the details, spec of the house bla bla bfore giving the deposit..if we agree then we will pay for the deposit..then he was so rude my smsing me saying " kalo tak cnfirm beli tak pyh pgi opis..buang masa saya je..dah tahu luas tanah, rmh, hrga dah cukup...no money no talk...buang masa je..."

kitrg was like : what the heck??? i smsed him saying, we wanted to discuss about the details n plan of the house 1st bfore making any decisions as we have shortlisted his house as one of our potential house to buy..

he then smsed me saying : cerewet sangat..tak penah jmpa pebli cerewet mcm awak...dah bg hrga murah 240K pun tak nak lgi..pergila cari rmh yg lbih murah..."

then I sms him saying : EN DOT DOT DOT..BELI UMAH NI BKN MCM BELI SAYUR..MAIN AMIK AJE...TAKPELA KALAU DAH KECEK GITU..TIMA KASIH JE LA YA!!!"

APADAAA....org nak beli rmh dia buat n ckp camtuh plak....kalo ko tu dah kaya sgt tak pyh la nak jual rmh lgi....lntak la..biar mahal rezki dia...bila ckp dgn developer cha ya nun alif sng je n ckp elok2..pndi je diorg jaga customer..org mlayu..yang islam tp....mcm apa lgi tah..malu aku sbgi org melayu islam jmpa org cam tuh...same wif kes shida tuh...sian dia..takle ke org ckp elok2...bkn pyh pun nak elok2 kan..bkn kena byr pun..berat sgt mulut agaknye...hmpesss..

sian hero ibu...

smlm p nrseri nk amik zaffran..tgok dia monyok sgt..snyum pun tkmo...tnya kak ani,knpa dia mnyok je...kak ani kt dia nak dmm ni kot...sb takmo main, mnum susu tak bis, mkn skit je tggal, asyik nak baring n kena dukung or riba aje....sian zaffran..

bila msuk kete, dia dduk diammmm je..tak bnyi sepatah habuk pun soghe...nmpk truck pun buat taktahu..aku beria nyanyi la, ajak smbg, bg toys dia snyappp je...tak bnyi lgsg..aku pun psg la mp3 Your Mother by yusuf islam dlm hp aku tuh..dia snyum sikit...aku tahu dia suka lagu tu sb dr kecik aku dok sajikan tlga dia dgn lagu tu...dia amik hp n pgg..lama2 tgok dah lena....

smpi umah, lps msuk beg sume, aku bsuh ksut aku tu jap.then msuk zaffran dlm umah..dia dah tido...so aku smpt la naik mndi then kms2 skit dapur n msk nasi n grg sardin je..zulffi pg cat umah mama lps kje n trus buka pose skli then bru balik..so menu aku, nasi n sardin je la kot..takdan msk bnyak dia dah jaga....

dia ckp2 sepatah dua pastu snyap je..bru la dgr suaranya..lps bg mkn nasi semulut dua, dia bring je atas aku..last2 terlena, nsi dok dlm mulut takdan nak telan..sdih sgt tgok....
ms mgrb dia jaga, aku buka Astro Oasis bg dgr zikir.bru dia buka mata n tgok tv..dah bis tu, aku bg mkn PCm..dia dah nangis2..skli termuntah atas aku, kuar suma nasi, carot tghri, susu ..abis aku n zaffran..trus aku angkat masuk toilet,mndikan zaffran n aku skli..lps tkr pampers bju sume, nyusukan trus tido smpi abhnyer blik..bru bole makan sb dia celik matatgok aku tkde je nangis..so kena la tggu tepi dia...aku nak tido, aku msukkan dlm buai n aku tido sblh...sllu kalo tido buai lama skit dia tido...kul 1pg bru nangis nak susu..so aku trus bw msuk bilik dan susukan..kul 5 pgi td dia nangis n nak susu..pastu takmo tido..siap ajak smbg lg..aku pun saja la amik selimut pooh dia ttp muka, cpt2 dia tarik..then mngekek2 gelak main Peek a boo ngan aku...aku yg dah ngntuk ni, nak smbg tido balik, dia pnjt atas aku,bring atas blkg aku...skli tgok dah ttido..aku pun bw naik buai...bdn tk pns mana pun..cuma mgkin tk sdap bdn kot..

hntr nseri td dia nangis tkmo...sdih aku tp tpks hntr juga..tkle cuti sb cik azima g course d kl...tghri ni kena g jnguk anak teruna aku tuh..tingat2 kat dia...huhu

I need cheering up....

pg ni bgun2 trus siap2 dan trun dpur siapkan mknn zaffran utk ke nurseri...bsuh again botol2 yang tlah di bsuh BS dan sterile kan..then, ttba rs tak sdap hati...zaffran tido di atas buai...trus berlari naik ke atas..tgok2 zaffran bru bdiri d tepi pntu bilik buai..bru bgun..jntg aku mcm nak luruh rs..sykur dia tak trun tgga...taktahu camana dia boleh trun buai..sllu dia akan nangis dulu bila jg or bnyi2 soh angkat dia..ni dia trun sndri..syukur mmg ltak tilam kat bwh buai tu alas...takde la skit kalo jatuh...then hp bnyi, zulffi call..dia kata " sayang, kasut awak dpn pntu umah tuh, kucing mntah abis. saya takdan nak cuci sb dah lambt.." aku tnya "kasut mana?" zulffi kata : "kasut yg dpn pntu tu la..." dalam hati aku " sudahhh..abis kasut ksygn aku tuu..." dlm hti dok tgu gaks zulffi nak kata " tuhla, sy ckp bnyak kali soh smpn kasut lps msuk umah tak buat..kan dah jd macam ni .." tapi dia tak kata apa pun..kalo dia kata mau hot gak aku pepagi bute ni..dah la jntg bdebar tak bis lgi...tp kalo dia kata pun, mmg pdan muka aku..huhuhuh....tak dgr kata....

lps bw zaffran trun n siapkan brg dia, tkr lampin sume, aku siap n nak kuar rmh la...then buka ja pntu, nmpk pmndangan yg sgt tak besss...abis ksut croc ksygn ku itu, dgn kasut brown cute aku tuh jnma apa tah, kna mntah kucing..hampes pnya kucing...

zaffran sbuk nak kuar, so aku pkikan ksut , aku ltak dia dkt dpn umah dia jalan2 main...so aku angkat beg2 bju, mknn zaffran n beg susu aku, msuk kete..aku angkut kasut2 aku tu g smbur dkt paip...n aku tggalkan ..nak mntah pun ada gaks...hampes pnya Sunquick..siap ko...lps ni aku tak mo kasik mkn lagi..ko mntah atas kasut aku....

pg usm, smpi dah lmbt..ndisbbkan cuti sekolah, aprking fulllllllllllllllll....so tpksa msuk ke blkng...after dua tiga kali pusing, bru jmpa..msuk opis 830...nsib bos g umrah..kalo tak, kena jeling skli das ngan dia..huhuhu...sadis tull arini..

Im in need of cheering up..rs nak kuar g bli kasut lain ja wpun sbnrnya berlambak kasut boleh pakai yg dok dlm kotak aje...huhuuh..gatal tulll..

wat a crappy day as Shabyna like to say...huhuh

FATHER'S DAY CONTEST

TGH2 BLOG HOPPING AKU TJUMPA CONTEST FATHER'S DAY FROM MAMATISYA..
so aku pun smgt la nk mmsukkn gmbr Inche Zulffi dan ank teruna nyer ZAFFRAN RIZQI...



SO SYRAT2NYER....


1. Add blog MamaTisya di bloglist anda dan menjadi FOLLOWER - MamaTisya serta upload FATHER'S DAY CONTEST
as a banner di blog anda. ------> SUME DAH,,BUT NAK BUAT BANNER TU CAMANA??HHUHU


2. Buat entry khas ngan tajuk FATHER'S DAY CONTEST & upload gmbr anak anda bersama ayah/daddy/bapa/babah/walid/abi/papa masing2. Sertakn perkara2 berikut:


Nama abah dan anak :

Abah Muhammad Zaffran Rizqi namanya Mohd Zulffi. panggilnya Zul, Zulffi sprti Zaffran Rizqi panggilnya Zaffran.Umur anak : Umur Zaffran Rizqi sekarang 11bulan....

Citer la skit psl gmbr yg dipilih dan dh ada plan ke nk celebrates kt mn?(kalo ada, sila nyatakan)

dan ini gmbr yang paling ibu suka skli gmbr Zaffran d Pantai Irama Bachok. Zaffran takut ombak, bnyi ombak dan angin yang kuat melanda di tepi pntai..Zaffran duduk atas bahu abah smbil pluk abah kuat2..tak mahu langsung berenggang dan angkat kpla sb Zaffran cuak dgn bnyi yang kuat tuh...(sbnrnya, Zaffran dah ngntuk tuh...alasan je tuh tak mo main air..heheh)

celebrate ape: Father's day?blum lgi...nak g mkan kat Rstoran Sham kot???


(P/s: hanya 1 gambar shj tp jika anda mempunyai ank lebih dr seorang so bole ltk lebih means kalo ank 2 org so 2gmbr dan seterus...dan bole juga dlm 1 gmbr ngan 2 ank skaligus..cthnye kalo ada bb kembar ke, ada ank 5 ke...camtu la maksudnya)



3.Dalam entri itu pastikan anda mention dan link ke MamaTisya

Bila dah siap, tinggalkan komen di entri post ini , so nanti senang MamaTisya nk view entry ni. -----------> oh sudah....


4. Pemenang akn dipilih berdasarkn gambar yg menarik & melambangkn kasih syg seorang ayah kepada anak.Keputusan juri adalah muktamad.Hanya 2 pemenang akn dipilih iaitu

• ayah & anaklelaki
  
• ayah & anakperempuan

5. Hadiah utk pemenang adalah something from PIERRE CARDIN
**jika rmi yg join contest ni...mayb ada adiah saguhati...so tguuuuuu......

----------------> harap2 menang...hehe

erti hidup pd memberi...

pg ni day 1st talk aku on wean diet for infants di paeds clinic...pt tak rmi as cuti seklh kn..mgkin rmi ibu bapa tkle dtg sb tkde org nk tgglkn ank2...n ditmbh dgn doc2 yg rjin arini n cpt, so pt cpt blik...haha...aku dtg b4 10am..ader la dlm 5 pt yg msuk blik dgr talk aku..then sorg kuar, ank nangis, then anther kuar doc pggil nm, then another kuar ank poopooo...then tggl la 2 ajerr...wpun hnya tggal dua org, aku ttp bgi talk smpi abis..sdkit rs terkilan ttp ader but sekurgnyer 2org pun ok...talk dlm half hour ajer..ok la..aku rs ssi dgn keadaan yg ada bdk2 ni...lm2 pun,ibu2 resah gelisah bila ank meragam n nangis...after sesi soal jwb, diorg msuk jmpe doc..then sister Ooi, sister paeds clinic pggil mn2 ibu yg ada mslh pmknn ank2 soh msuk jmpa aku utk tnyer tntg ank2 diorg..ada la dlm bbrapa yg dtg dgn mslh ank2 yg mcm2...dah settle around 11plus aku blik opis aku..sister mnta next week aku ddk sn utk bg kaunseling diet pd yg perlu which aku smbut dgn tgn tbuka...

sdah settle dan ddk di opis, trasa sgguh puas krna dgn ilmu yg tk seberapa ini, aku mmpu mbntu ibu2 mn yg ptut wpun cuma secebis ilmu shja yg aku kgsikan...aku hnya berkgsi ilmu dan pglmn yg seciput ini dgn ibu2 yg lain yg sdh smstinyer mahu yg tbaik utk ank2..
ssguh trasa ERTI HIDUP PD MEMBERI bak kata saifulislam.com .

moga ilmu ku yg tk seberapa ini mjdi manfaat di akhirat..moga ilmu ku yg seciput ini, mjdi mnfaat utk ibu2 lain...moga ilmu ku yang sedikit ini, mjdi pemberatku di akhirat nnti..