my boys..my savior

yesterday was Zulffi's birthday..I take the day off to spend time with him as its been a while since we had time for just US...we sent Zaffran to the nursery..he was soo happy that day as he can wake up late, n Ibu still there with him when he woke up...but when we sent him to the nursery, he refused to smile n looks so solemn, knowing ibu n abah going out n leaving him...

we just went to the new Parkson in KB, browsing not buying anytg as we are quite pokai sb baru baiki our transport..hahhaa..then makan nasi ulam, buy things for bekal utk sahur n some of Zaffran's things yg dah bis...it feels so good to do my shopping without hassle n rushing..huhu

when we went home, I was feeling bloated n nuaseated...mgkin msuk angin or kmbung sb mkn baked beans pgi tu ke taktahu..but asyik nak mntah...n i feel sooo nuaseated...nak mntah, tak tkluar..last2, mntah juga..kluar all the food mkn ms lunch..n the weird things is, its all is undigested as if I just ate when it was almost 6hours bfore....Zulffi said " awak tak knyah ke makan?' huh..takkan la tak kunyah...but afterwards feels a bit relieve...n I just can lay down n not doing anytg...bila aku tido dgn sembam muka kat sofa, zaffran jnguk n tolak rambut mcm nak check whether ibu ok ke tak..bila aku sbuk nak mntah kat tepi pntu toilet...dia pun sbuk la dtg tmankan..mcm nak cnsole n concern but taktahu nak wat apa...z keje smlm.risau dia tggalkan aku n zaffran bdua aje...dlm hti kalo truk sgt nak soh mamam dtg je...tp msih boleh btahan lagi...so tggal aku n zaffran je..nak mkn tak lalu, nak msk pun tak larat..so bg zaffran mkn roti je..dia mkn tanpa bnyak soal..sian dia..mkn roti je mlm ..huhu....

alhamdulillah zaffran tak bnyak songeh n buat prgi..dia sbuk bw buku dia soh tlg bacakan..n dia dtg bring atas perut, atas bahu aku...mlm tido punn ok je...tak bnyak buat prgai...sian abah n zaffran..birthday abah but ibu nak msk special pun tak jd sb tak sht..sori ye dear, Ill make it up to u later...huhu