early this morning Ummi sms me,telling me that Wan(my grabdpa) is admitted to ICU at KMC dt stroke..he's paralysed on the right side..as Zaffran was not sleeping quite well, I couldnt sleep afterwrds n kept thniking baout wan...this is his 2nd stroke..the 1st one was a few days bfore my weddings..that one was a mild one..this one??im not sure....
i dnt know whther i am sad or anthg as Im numb inside but my tears kept falling when i thnk of him..from my childhood days to the present days...I guess i am sad..but working in the hsptal when u see diseases, sick people, death all yr round, its a routine sumhow u tend to keep ur feelings of sdness deep inside u I guess..or I am alwys in denial that all is gonna be well n ok..i dnt know...
whtever it is, I pray that wan survive this one n turn out well...
Im being optimistic ..very...huhu
let's keep praying for our wan....insyaallah
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