sometimes, being a mum, its hard to find some ME-TIME to wind down after a hectic, tiring , bz day at the office...doing wat ur heart pleasures like reading a book without the little man pouncing and jumping on me....
but when u had the opportunity to spend an hour for some ME-TIME alone watching a show on TV while ur hubby takes turn watching the little man, it just makes u sigh with pleasure and enjoy the on hour of solitude to the max to regenerate yourself...
BUT, when u went up to the room and you find this boy sleeping like this for GOD knows how long...and cries like his heart was broken as a result of being abandoned by you when u pick him 2 sleep properly in bed, just makes u feels so guilty for being so selfish for wanting an hour of ME-TIME...when ur son just want some attention from u after a whole day at the nursery...:(
and when u have him sleeping besides u n hugs u tightly, with his tiny fingers bunched up holding ur shirt tight, afraid to let go for fear of being left again, just makes ur guilt triple.....:((
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