a series of good news along the way

it has been such a long time since i updated my blog till there is no more page in my google chrome of the blogger link...sigh..so many to do, so little time to do..


2010 has been a good year for me and for my family..we have been blessed by Allah with so many good news or esp me....alhamdulillah


january was the month that I passed my PTK exam n got aras 4 for it, n InsyAllah anjakan in Oct to p2...


march was my 28th bday...


then April, another good news come along the way...APC was awarded to me...I was not really thrilled by the awards as I feelt like my performance was not up to the standard but it just makes me wanted to do better n more, to make myself feels worth it...


then, May, another good news come into my way...a news that im not really prepared n planned...that makes me worried, dazed, scared as I know what the journey was like...
I was like hoping that this year was the year that Im gonna have some cool fun time for myself as zaffran is getting bigger and more independent..having some time to travel or spend with my frens going holidays or something like that..I already makes some plans to go to holland n visit dila next year InsyaAllah...


but Allah is the better planner..what He plans for me is far greater n have all those hikmah that me and husbd cant really know n pondered upon...


I already cried my whole heart out to my bff as i was freaking out....major big time...but after talked some senses by them into me, im accepting it with arms wide open...


whatever it is, I will accept it with my heart wide open n with syukur and pray that He helps me tru out the journey...Im scared, really am scared as I already knows wat goes on.....but I will do my best..n started planning all the diet, all the ruhiah diet and amalan etc...


Oh ALLah please help me tru all the way.....